Well, I prepared this really nice entry that detailed all of the things that I am going to miss when I no longer have all this free time. This ofcourse, is provided that the job I am told is mine actually works out. I've learned to be very sceptical. Anyway, I mentioned things like: am going to miss not being able to turn the music up to full volume and sitting on the floor close to the speakers, writing or painting; reading whatever I can find; sitting in the garden in the middle of the day, listening to the sounds of the city or watching the birdies play in the wind... But I'm not going to do that any more. I've had a really terrible day. Instead, I'm just going to say that I'll miss having all that time to think and obsess and I'll miss being able to walk around naked in my flat, checking myself out in the mirror.
We've already established that I am incredibly vain, let it go.
Mercury is at it again and technology is rebelling agains me. Every computer I've been at in the last week has showed its contempt and refused to do what I wanted it to do, not caring one bit that I've got enough exam stress to give me a heart attack already. I've learned to live with it, though and am trying very hard to not let it get me down. So, I try to find ways around technology, but there aren't many. In the end, I had to use my trusty chinese internet cafe, hoping against hope that Mercury will not find me in my anonymity. What else can a person do?
I saw that film 'An inconvenient truth' and cried my eyes out about what we are doing to the planet. Go to www.climatecrises.net to see how you can make a difference and do your bit to save the planet. It's the least we can do, right?
Anyway, its one of my best friends' birthday today, and I still need to write to her before Mercury finds me again. It seems that I'm on the run. Shhhhht!
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